Showing posts with label yesterday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label yesterday. Show all posts

Sunday, May 13, 2012

एक धुंदली सी तस्वीर




परसों की ही तो बात है
स्टार्चिले बेदाग़ सफ़ेद कुरते में मिले थे तुम
पर ऐक अमिट दाग छोड़ गए मेरे खयालो पर

अब ऐक बरस हो गया है उस परसों को बीते
तस्वीर भूरी हो चली है 
कुछ धुंधली भी
लफ़्ज़ों के धार पर जंग लग चूका है
दाग पर धुल भी जम गयी है

फिर कब मिलोगे की ये याद ताज़ा कर लें?

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Mutilated and Scattered





तोड़ आया था मैं कल
कुछ ख्वाब
और उनके साथ कुछ सपने

जला दिए थे मैं कल
कुछ ख़त
और उनके साथ वह लम्हे

फाड़ दीं थी मैंने कल
वह तस्वीर
और उसके साथ जुड़े वह पल

कुचल आया था मैं कल
ऐक दिल
और उसके लाखों अरमां

काट आया था मैं कल
ऐक रिश्ता
और उसकी नसें

जलाई दीं मैंने कल
वह लाशें

बिखरा कर आ रहा हूँ
उसके अवशेष

अख़बार में पढ़ लेना कल
मेरे मौत का चर्चा |

Mutilated and Scattered. 
Some Dreams. Some Letters. Some Photographs. A Heart. A Relationship.
I had cremated a cadaver yesterday.  
Do read it tomorrow. The story of my Death.


Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Yesterday...



याद है, एक दिन मेरे मेज़ पे बैठे बैठे
सिगरेट की डिबिया पर तुमने
छोटे से एक पौधे का एक
स्केट्च बनाया था
आकर देखो, उस पर फूल आया है |

These beautiful words by Gulzar can be translated as,

"Remember, the other day while sitting at my desk,
you had sketched a tiny plant on the cigarette box,
come and see, a flower has bloomed on it"
The other day. Seems so like Yesterday. There was a time when I used to look up to that Yesterday. The past. How I used to idolize Yesterday. So much so that all my dreams resided in yesterday. I hoped that my tomorrow would resemble my yesterday. I was unaware of the lovely flower that has bloomed today. I was blind to the magic that tomorrow would unravel. And the rains changed it all. The experience of the first showers in Mumbai after a really long time has opened a whole new window for me. A window through which I can view the beauty of tomorrow. A window on whose sill I can sit and watch the rain drops soak the world in a blanket of freshness. Where I can feel the soothing zephyr take me to a world of joy. To a world where the past dissolves into a Future of the dreams. where the dreams are not hollow.

So, with the onset of rains, I took a permanent seat on this window sill. Joined a class to learn a skill. Set-up a workstation right in my room. Continuing the over-haul I had planned out last month. Continuing the change I had dreamt of. Not of yesterday. But of tomorrow.

With the hope that Tomorrow will be a better than Yesterday.

ज़रा आकर देखो तो, उस पौधे पर फूल आया है |